February 2012
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Am I horrible?
Am I horrible for liking multiple people? Is it horrible that I think multiple like me? I feel so fickle, but I don’t know what to do and I don’t want to break anyone’s heart. I’m not good girlfriend material. I’m too scared to return people’s feelings because I don’t want to be hurt or ruin things with other people. I don’t want to ruin friendships....
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To make someone happy...
If I could split myself into pieces, would you take a piece rather than a whole? Would you take the shard, wrap it in bow, hold it near your heart, and be happy that you could? Would you keep that piece and smile, knowing that, because I can never give anyone all of me, no one will ever have a whole? Would you smile, knowing that, you were the one that got to keep that bit of me?
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To the bay!
The most amazing thing occurred: my strict, over-protective father is letting me spend nearly a week in the bay with my friends. Considering that the friends going up with me are male, this is a seriously big deal. I can’t spend a dime from now until I go to the bay. I want to have as much money as possible to have fun and go shopping. YAY! SO EXCITED! ^w^
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“We don’t need to shift our responsibilities onto the shoulders of some deified...”
– Benjamin Hoff, The Tao Of Pooh (via usgroovykids)
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Tonight, I am:
going to dress up.
going to a Casino Night event on campus.
going to decide if I should wear I short red dress or a classy, flowing black one.
going to not give a fuck about all the stuff I have to do.
going to have fun.
going to smile constantly.
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confession300: I'm lonely, horny, and tired.
I kinna wish I didn’t turn down the people who asked me out for V-day now. But it’s for the best…
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I love it when you give me head, I hate it when...
Ah, J. Cole. What is it about your songs that makes me think of past? On the way to classes today, I heard his song, “Can’t Get Enough,” and me made me suddenly think about the past and the way I was. I was the “heartless” girl I’d be with a guy for however long I decided it suited me and then when I got bored with him I’d start distancing myself from him....
advertiseyourpride asked: i wasnt drunk when i expressed my attraction. nothing has changed even with alcohol coursing through my veins. you have always been someone i was attracted to, as eird as that sounds, dont worry if you dont reply i wont remember sending this messages, but that is the only thing that reflects how drunk i am. NOT how attracted i am to you.
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confession299: Sometimes, I wish I was tall.
I feel like I’d be even more attractive tall. Geh..I’m being vain again. ><
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So proud of myself.
I got the highest score for my experimental psychology class. I think I made my research professor and myself extremely proud. It gives me hope for the future and grad school. I may have messed up on the exam I had the next day, but that class is nothing compared to this one. This is the most important class to me. I am happy.
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Apparently, Valentine's day is coming up...
I don’t really think I should be celebrating it with anyone. I want it to just to pass like any other day. I’ve been asked by two people to go do things, but I don’t think it’d be a good idea to accept one and not the other. I’m afraid of things changing too much. I don’t want that. I’m happy with the way things are right now. Things will fall into place,...
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Anonymous asked: You are a walking cliche.
Anonymous asked: You should take a pic to prove they got bigger haha
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In regards to my TMI post...
It’s only a maybe. I’m not entirely sure, but it’s not like my boobs suddenly inflated. They’re just…idk…fuller? LOL MORE TMI. XD Also, @kerazzy, no secret dude. Just woke up one morning, weighed myself, looked in the mirror, and noticed a slight difference. o.o
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TMI of the day: I have gained a little weight, but...
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Thoughts as I begin my day...
Realization #1: I’m probably fucked for this midterm.
Realization #2: Oh shit, I haven’t studied for the one I have tomorrow.
Realization #3: It’s time to fucking drink.
January 2012
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The most amazing thing happened today.
While practicing with SuperLab in my PSY 433 class today I stumbled onto a study I could possibly do for my Capstone project! Hooray for my love of cute puppy dog pictures and people that seem to keep seeing “human” emotion on their animals’ faces. I now have my bare-bones structure for my experiment! Now to plan it out.
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What is this purity you speak of?
I’m sure I’ve never met her before. I may be cute, but I sure as hell ain’t pure.
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I'm just me.
I’m nothing special. I’m just a person going through life, taking time to enjoy the little things, and keeping an open mind even when I just want to scream. I’m just someone who wants to make a decent living, have fun, and eventually settle down with the partner of my choosing, be it girl or boy. I’m nothing special. I’m just your average person attempting to get...
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I still have a light cough.
I’ve had this cough for a long time now. I thought it was gone, but apparently not. I should have gone to the doctor. Maybe, it’d be completely gone right now. Good thing I haven’t smoked in long time. I could only imagine how much I’d be hacking right now. Rain isn’t helping either. Hopefully, I’m not coughing hard at work.
On the bright side, I look cute...
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confession298: Commitment is the scariest thing to...
I should have been fair and never entered into that one relationship to begin with. I should have never given you that chance, that hope. I guess I didn’t want it to be true. I didn’t want to be the person that was afraid of committing. I tried to lie to myself. I tried to pretend. But it didn’t work, and I came to realize that it wasn’t you I was beginning to despise it...
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Damn, it's time to actually begin my professional...
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I'm so worried..
I’m looking at graduate programs, remembering how letters of recommendation are needed to help me get through the process, and it hits me. Who the hell would I ask for this!? I’ve only taken a few psychology professor and I doubt any of them really remember who I am at all. I’d like to ask my research professor, but I don’t know. I don’t see her as often as I’d...
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It's morning. I dislike mornings. Give me night or...
I am not a morning person at all.
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